
Why I'm Open-Sourcing My Portfolio
What active thesis investing actually looks like — and why I'll publish every bet I make.
Candid accounts of building, closing and rebuilding companies. Decisions, mistakes and changing beliefs, alongside essays on ownership and technological change.


What active thesis investing actually looks like — and why I'll publish every bet I make.

I've been running our AI stack on a rented L4 GPU on Google Cloud. $700 a month. Serves a Qwen 14B model. Fine for production. Not fine for what I want to do next. I want to self-host a 70B open-source model on my own hardware. Run it locally. Write about the whole process in public. Eventually help other founders do the same. The plan was simple. Mac Studio. M4 Max. 128GB unified memory. Quiet enough to sit on a desk. Fast en

I'm starting to write about money. Not affiliate-stuffed credit card listicles dressed up as advice. Not "the one weird trick your bank doesn't want you to know." I mean how the system actually works from the inside. What I do with my own money. The math nobody shows you because it's boring and doesn't sell a course. This is the personal finance layer of Own or Be Owned — understanding the machinery well enough that it works

When we launched Ghost Narrator, we used Fish Speech for voice cloning. It worked. The voice quality was past the threshold of "nobody notices." We were happy with it. Then we had a licensing problem. Fish Speech's license is restrictive for commercial use. We were publishing 200 narrated blog posts a month on a model we couldn't fully commercialize. That needed to change. So we tested alternatives. The obvious move was Mistra

I've gotten this wrong before. Not in a small, low-stakes, "oops we picked the wrong software" kind of way. In a way that cost me a year of my life, hundreds of thousands of dollars, and nearly killed a business. So when I tell you the build vs buy question in AI is the most important decision a founder can make right now, I'm not being dramatic. I'm speaking from the scar tissue. The Year I Built What I Should Have Bought

Availability and pricing in this post reflect what I found as of April 6, 2026. Cloud providers update their infrastructure regularly, and I hope some of this changes soon. If you find something different, I'd genuinely love to hear about it. This is a series of me publicly documenting my journey. The next post is me documenting the Three Weeks Later. I chose Canada. That might sound like a strange way to start a post about clo

When my startup was brand new, both AWS and Google Cloud felt like gifts. Our incubator had relationships with both. The credits were generous. The onboarding was smooth. We didn't pay a dollar out of pocket for months. It felt like they were investing in us. They weren't. They were investing in our dependency. I didn't understand that then. I do now. What You're Actually Paying For I want you to try something. Strip away

Ghost Narrator was the first open-source project I've ever published. It wasn't supposed to be public. I built it for Founder Reality. We have hundreds of blog posts, and I wanted a listen experience for people who'd rather hear an article than read it. So we built a self-hosted narration pipeline — a local LLM rewrites articles into natural scripts, a voice model reads them in my cloned voice. No API keys. No monthly bill. Al

Effective immediately, we're sunsetting the cloud-hosted versions of the following apps: * Founder Simulation Game * SimpleDirect Changelog * SimpleDirect Chat * SimpleDirect Roadmap SimpleDirect Financing, our legacy fintech application, is not affected. Let's be real These apps have no moat. We know that. AI can rebuild any of them in an afternoon. Pretending otherwise - keeping servers running, maintaining hosted vers

We publish about 200 blog posts a month on Founder Reality. Every post gets a narrated audio version — you can listen instead of read. The obvious solution was ElevenLabs. Best-in-class voice cloning, simple API, great output. $330/month for the scale we needed. We almost signed up. Then we tried something else. We ran an open-source model on a laptop. Qwen 3.5 14B for script rewriting, Qwen TTS for voice cloning. The whole pi

OpenAI killed Sora Not sunsetted. Killed. The product they hyped as the next ChatGPT. The one Disney was about to invest a billion dollars around. The one that was supposed to turn OpenAI into the creative engine of the AI era. Gone in an afternoon. The reason is almost boring in how obvious it is. Sora was eating compute - the most expensive resource on earth right now - while Anthropic was running away with the market tha

"We are living through the most significant technological change in human history." I've heard this sentence a thousand times in the last two years. And the thing is — it might be true. But it also might not matter the way you think it does. Because people have said this before. Many times. And they were right every time. This has all happened before In the 1890s, doctors literally diagnosed something called neurasthenia — ne
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